LOL, thanks. Hopefully all of my friends here know what I mean by this next statement: I don't care what any of you think about my riding
so not overly concerned if anyone is watching me or not. As for spills, I've never hit pavement "on the street". I HAVE had monumental crashes on the track when I used to do that in the late 80's early 90's, and have yet to ride a dirt bike without making a good effort at rearranging body parts. Never a catastrophic high-side (on pavement, definatly on dirt) thankfully, but some pretty gnarly high speed low sides. I don't have any real fear about crashing or falling. It's difficult to explain exactly what I was getting at with "the fear", suffice to say it isn't about being afraid of something, it more subtle and complex and for me includes potentially easily falling to temptation and exceeding reasonable limits on public roads. There is a hooligan just under the surface and there is justifiable trepidation in doing things that may let that genie out.
I'm not actually a dolt at the handlebars and am capable of carrying a hell of a lot more speed than we typically ride at on our trips. I'm also capable of applying sunstantially more focus to what I'm doing than typically do on our rides. I'm choosing not to on those occasions and in fact listening to music while riding is something I do to partially stop from focusing (we can talk about that over a beverage if anyone is interested). When I do choose to dial it up, it has not been (to date) with the folks I've been riding with here, and honestly it will be a while longer before I would be comfortable with it. There's really only one person in the DC area that I'm comfortable running higher than ~70% with right now. ***This is not a slight in ANY way to any of my friends here. I think you all know that I absolutely cherish our friendship, that it means more to me than you may ever know, and that I love riding with you all.*** BUT, I haven't been riding with you for a decade and I haven't gotten a SCCA license with you, or seen you catch a 100MPH slip. We'll get there and hopefully next spring we can all go to some track days together and tear it up.
Regarding belief...that works really well for lots of thing. One of the things it doesnt work for is correcting when the front or rear starts exhibiting a shear or slide just past apex. In that circumstance it's best to actually know what to do and to do it with a combination of muscle memory (from lots of practice) and a solid understanding of the proper techniques - and how they are best applied in that specific situation.